Fuck I hate you so much.
I hate myself because I’m so fucking weak.
Cant you see my blood!
I carve it out of me.
Because of you!
I hate you so much!
I start to feel ok.
But then you show your fucking face!
Let me kill you!
Stab your heart out, drink your blood.
Like you do to me!
Every fucking time the same thing happens.
Why must I be so stupid?
So fucking weak?
I know you will hurt me but still I think you will be nice again. Why?
I’m so naive.
But that will end, never again will I believe in anyone.
God damn I hate you!
You can say all, that I spit bile on you.
You deserve everything.
I just wanted a friend but you didn’t want to be one.
I’m all alone, no friends, nobody to talk to.
Must I give all of me so someone can hurt me and then stand there and tell me they are my friends.
I’m maybe weak but I will not let any of you decide my life!
If I must walk alone through this word just because of people like you, I will do it.
Because never I will smile and play your games again.
I rather die a fucking painful death!
Fuck I hate you so much!