This place have forever been inside me..
I hold a candle but still there is darkness crawling to close..
This is my home but theres no wall or door..
What have I become this time?
Except one with no love, no hope, "nothingless" is the only thing that come close to me.
And never let's me go.
Ohh what have I done...
Make me understand so when I die, I can carry the burden so it will never happen again!
Let my tears of blood drown my soul and bury it.
I feel darkness come closer, holding me down.
Nothing can leave me, darkness drown my soul and body in pain, fear, killing all I have ever attempt to feel.
Making my nightmares come true, letting me feel them so all hope disappears.  
This is I, me..
Forever I will be, in this nightmare of me.
Alone, thats me.
Never finding the real me and the door out of the nightmare.